Live with passion, love without conditions .

The day we put iPhone button sticker together .

2011-12-20T04:49:00.001+08:00

The domo that we paste together when I brought has drop and I doesn't know where it drop to . Maybe this's fate and aye , it's the you and her 3rd week together . Hahah!(:
Well , some of my friends doesn't know that I broke up with you.
You caused me to be afraid to step into relationship but yet you can . Hahah! Ohwell , I told myself this " the day we broke up , you walk your way and I walk mine ." if you wanna bitch about me carry on okay ? I don't give a fcuk care la , seriously and I don't give any damn towards you . So aye , carry on what you wanna sayy . It's your mouth , I can't stop you .
If people wanna believe you or something then I can't do anything also , they just can't judge me by listening to your one sided story.
Get it ?

If you said you regretted being with me ? And I have to be frank , I also regretted being with you.

Mind freak .

2011-12-15T03:11:00.000+08:00

Don't ask me why i'll miss 14th or even wanted 14th to be deleted in my calendar .

Fyi , it's not that i can't get over him or what .

Seriously , i really doesn't know which part of me doesn't want to burn off from my mind . Maybe's all those picture or something ? Ohfcuk , you can't blame me fr not burning off from my mind right? Do i look as if i doesn't want ? I WANTED TO BURN EVERYTHING WHEN I WAS WITH HIM EVERY MOMENT , MESSAGE , CALLS , PICTURE , HUGS , KISSES & THE WAY WE WEBCAM ..

Everything hurts , thanks to you .

FML , WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME :(

I guess nobody understand how's i feel . :/

Single .

2011-12-07T21:35:00.001+08:00

Hihihih , Single lady here . :B
Actually being single isn't that bad , it's depends on you .
Whether you want to giveup anot , wanna delete all those times with him anot .
Ohwell , to be frank sometimes i still miss him . Idon'tknow why .
Which part of me doesn't want him to giveup on him or even forget . What's wrong with me seriously . :/
iknow i could move on without him . I must prove to him that's fine even if he's not with me . ^^

If you asked me why i choose to be friends but not more than friends . My answer would be i'm not worth of your time .
I have enough hurt from him and i doesn't want to get hurt another time anymore . It's hurt like mad . Please spare a thoughts for me. I'm not that strong as what you think .
Actually , i'm weak .
I just wanna be with you like more than friends but less then lover . But i'm too afraid .
I'm sorryyy .

2011-11-26T17:17:00.001+08:00

You walk your way , i walk my way .

Get over you .

2011-11-26T02:20:00.001+08:00

No feeling fr you anymore .
Jerk ? LOLOL ?
Can't be bother about you & her

BYEBYE! ~

There's nothing much fr me to update .

Kthxbye!

3rd day , power ?

2011-11-23T02:23:00.001+08:00

Wow , past 5 days you get to know one girl .

You start to play flirting game with somebody .

Slowly , becoming her GAN BABY & flirt all day long .

Happpyyy anot ? Flirt all day along . without me knowing , power la sia . -CLAPCLAP- -'-

Feeling fade must flirt meh ? Disappointed in you seriously .

Didn't expect you are this kinda of person...

I guess i was ohso wrong when i first day/time see you ..

Seriously , how's your flirting game / bet ? o.o

Fun anot ? Can i join in the fun ?

Spare a thought for me cannot ?

WHATHEFCUK AM I when i was with you ? -.-

I'm not your toy , can play around with my feeling .

Damn angry & disappointed in you...

Does you even spare a thoughts for me ?

I'm not fake or even transparent . -'-

Do you know how much you have hurt me ?

FCUKING HELL NO..

You make me feel like kill myself...

FML , THANKS TO YOU .

2nd day without you .

2011-11-22T03:20:00.001+08:00

It has been the 2day my life without you .

Same thing , cry again...

I'm sick of crying but i can't help but stop crying like one mad girl . I love you ohso much that i couldn't stop crying .

Has been making myself busy like one mother fucker .

After done with everything , start thinking , here i cry again :/

iknow i promise you not to cry & move on .

It's hard for me but i guess it's easy for you .

& yes , i update my blog before i sleep .

Tomorrow going aljunied to take my blogspot thingy...

That's plan when i was with you ...

Ohwell , tomorrow zai update bahh ...

Nights...

imissyoustill.

:/Edited

Yes , iknow you want me to move on & forget everything .

Yes , i doesn't want to move on & forget everything but do i have any choice ?

Don't you think your words is damn fcuking hurtful .

Please spare a thought for me . I'm not as strong as you .

FUCK!WHY I CAN'T BE AS STRONG AS YOU!...

Why am i still crying ? FCUKFCUKFCUK .

Fcuk everything la k ?

Happpyyy that you got your goal of breaking up ?

Seeing me crying ~~does it make you guilty or something~~ How you feel ?

I don't even know why the fuck am i crying for 2 days .

Trying to be fucking strong infront of my FRIENDS AND FAMILY .

What i have done to ? Why your feeling fade so easily ?

As what i said you're bored of me ? I guess so ...

I guess i'm just a fcuking toy...

To friends or even you , need me ? Find me ?

I don'tknow what the fuck am i thinking or even typing .

No mood , people come and deesiao , NICE ONE MAN .

GOOD JOB ? Need to clap anot ?

FML . -'-

1st day life without you .

2011-11-21T18:19:00.001+08:00

1st day life without you . :(

Life seems to be the same when i was with you , each time i check what's the time i will be thinking you're going to end your work by how many hours to 6pm .

Try to hold back my freaking tears from coming out .

It's hard , but i have to .

I guess i won't step into relationship anymore , it hurts like mother fcuker .

Cry like one mad girl , hiding some place and cry . why ? Cause i doesn't want let people know how weak am i without him and i doesn't want people to worryy about me..

I know i'm fcuking weak la k . :/

I don't even know why the fcuk am i so fcuking weak .

What's the damn problem with me ?!

Cry while typing all this shitz , I CANNOT BE SO FCUKING WEAK .

Where's the happpyy , cheerful me gone to ?

Crying all day long , cry , stop , cry , stop...

SO FCUKING TIRED OF CRYING , WHO CAN TEACH ME NOT TO CRY .

WHOWHOWHO! :( WEAKGIRL96 HERE....

Somebody please help me , it hurts like mad...

It's hard to act as if you don't get hurt or even you're fine/strong .

Too fake for everything ,

Too tired of everything .

Too broken for new relationship .

There's nothing much to post...

Bye....

I FCUKING DISLIKE ONE SIDED LOVE ! :(

Everything has come to an end .

2011-11-21T01:36:00.001+08:00

Our love story has come to end on 21 November 2011 .
Your feeling has faded & it couldn't be back anymore .
Thanks everything for this past 5 months plus , i never regret to be together with you . Ohwell , what has done can't be undone .
No matter how hard you try , it's still the same .
There's no u-turn between you & me as your feeeling has faded .
I enjoy every moment when i was with you & slowly your feeling faded and it become one sided love .
Yes , i can't fact the fact that i lose you .
You has been part of my life since 140611 , 5 months & 6 days .
Without you , idon'tknow how my life would be but i guess i'll be strong enough ..
Letting go doesn't mean it's over you know .
Letting go means letting your love on go even though iloveyou so much .
I doesn't want to let you go , but i don't have any choice..
Losing you in my life..

One step at a time , times heals everything .
Goodbye 14th's .
Thanks for everything baby .
Goodnight , sweetdream and sleep tight .
I can't be there for you anymore , do takecare & don't get any problem or even case alright ?
Loveya .
This will be last time i'll be calling you baby.

One , Two , Three .

2011-11-20T17:01:00.001+08:00

One , two babystep .

Three , four babystep .

Five , six babystep .

Things changed people change too .

Sometimes people change for the better while some remain the same or even worst .

Relationship is just like a roller coaster ride - filled w ups and down with a taste of bitter , sweet and sour .

Picture are taken because it's only between you and me & it will only remind how happyy , sweet , bitter & sour when we're together .

Something are meant to be kept while , some is needed to be deleted away from your brain .

Brain is like a memory card , something aren't meant to be deleted it won't be deleted away so easily .

You only will cherish people or things once it's gone .

No matter how you find or get it back the feeling won't be the same anymore.

If you said love is stupid/dumb/silyy then why does you love your parents ?

It's still same meaning with the same spelling .

That's why it's spell in L.O.V.E .

Which relationship doesn't quarrel or even have some problems .

Feeling fade is just an excuse what's the real reason is you're tired or even bother of him/her .

What's L.O.V.E ?

Do you ask yourself this ? I bet your answer will be no .

Life is unfair , the one whom you love will love somebody .

Some is lucky enough to get together while some love each other but just can't get together .

The true is that when you're in the relationship , don't pin a high hope cause the higher you hope , the high the disappointment you'll get & lastly , all you get is hurts .

Relationship is all about trust , without trust what's the point of carryy on this relationship ?

You told me you doesn't want puppy love & you want a long lasting relationship . But then who's the one who hint me of breaking up right now ?

I guess you got tired of me & i thought we settle this damn fcukedup problem but i guess i was wrong . TOTALLYZ WRONG .

Sillyyy me , ohwell . Right now at this moment i bet you won't even care & concern me . :(

I need you right now, youknow ? :(

Hais....

Come to the end .

2011-11-20T03:01:00.001+08:00

Sometimes things must come to the end , although i doesn't want to end . Do i have any choice ? I just can't stop your feeling for fading . Maybe we have done the wrong choice for the past 5 months plus . :(

How i wish i was dreaming , i feel like hurting myself again , but then thinking back all those promise that i promised you..

I reallyyy hate god for treating me like that . :/

It's fcuking unfair for me seeing those sweet couple while... hais .

I'm just a useless girlfriend ...

I just can't effort to lose anybody right now .

I'm not strong , i'm a fcuking weak girl & i cry everytimes .

I just can't face the fact...

I'm sorrryyy for everything....

Ain't that strong anymore .

2011-10-31T17:15:00.001+08:00

I guess i couldn't face anything without you . Things between us didn't get better . :(

Why am i facing this shit alone ? You seems not to be bother about me anymore .

I don'tknow what are you thinking & i doesn't know what you want .

How i wish i'm a mind reader but too bad , i'm not & i'm lousyyy playing guessing game .

I should sayy i'm lousyyy at everything , including being my part as your girlf .

Should i sayy , i'm not that understanding anymore ? :/

Ohwell , shall find the answer all by myself .

Do you feel the same as i do ? :/

It has beeen 1 and a half dayyyy since we talked.

You can ignore me yet i couldn't .

Why does i love you more than anything else ? Sometimes i wonder ,

Cover my face with full of tears dripping out from my freaking eye .

Sometimes i wonder , why does i cry each time we quarrel ?
WHY AM I SO FCUKING WEAK !?
Ohwell , maybe i'm not like what the picture said .
I hate to act strong when i'm not strong at all . :/
I guess nobody understand how i feel .
Break down alot of time , cry & cry .
I even cry in the toilet not to let anybody know that i'm crying .

I don'tknow why i get jealous so easily .
I doesn't like my boyf to talk to girls unless i know that person ? :/

I guess it's my fault to get jealous easily ?

Can anybody teach me not to get jealous ohso easily ?

My boyf & i doesn't like it but i can't control . :(

Arghhhhh , Jealousy KILLS . :(

I love this 7 babes and ofc including my girlfriends uh . (:

They're here fr me not matter what happpen .

When i'm sad , they're here for me to cheer me up

When i'm angry , they'll chill me down .

When i'm in trouble , they'll ofc fly down .

When i quarrel with my boyf , they'll advise me what to do what i should not do .

Sorryy if i hurt myself by cutting my hand in the past , pinkyyy promise no moree hurting myself already

Sorryy to let you worryy & etc ,

HEHEHEH! They're my cute lil'girlfriends .

Do not snatch them or even hurt them .

Thankyouverymuch .

I love them including my boyf . :D

Lil'space .

2011-10-29T22:33:00.000+08:00

Hihihih , babe & dude .
I'm updating this Lil'space of mine whenever i'm sad / angry / bored / ~~happyy~~ or even when i quarrel with my boyf .
Ohk , i admit leave my bloggg dead like mad due to my lazyness . OHWELL , sorryyy reader . :(
Do not run away & continue to see my blog goes up & down like a rollercoster .

Today , Saturday October 29 .
Another worst day of my life , ohwell . As you should know each time i quarrel with my boyf it's my worst day . Somehow disappointed the way you said & ask your friend .
Yes , i saw you facebook account & i bet you would change your password & not to let me know uh ?
Ohwell , it's your choice . I can't force you to give my your account password . What's the use of forcing you when you doesn't even want to let me know ?
Yeah , iknow you may think that i doesn't even trust you , but you're dead wrong . You never even asked my why would i said that & you put a blame at me ? Seriously , who's in the wrong now ?
Being jealous is not what i want or even control . You think i wanna be so easily jealous ?
It make me feel good ? HELL NO , i'm not feeeling good at all .
Sometimes i wonder , why does other couple can last so long & they're ohso sweet like how we're used to.
Last time we're sweet like a honey , but what're we now ? :(
I wanted you text you but then i bet you won't reply as you're enjoying yourself right now . :(
i'm here listening emo song . :/
Ohwell , i bet you won't bother to take a look at my blog see whether if i got update anot .
Byeee people , shall try t text him or something ? Aiyah , see how first . :/

iloveyoufattyy :(

Why does i feel this way ?

2011-10-25T00:07:00.000+08:00

All the problem come towards me again , i doesn't know why i felt this way :/

Keeping alot of things yet you didn't seems to know how much i want you to care about me , yes i need your attention .

How i wish you would ask me what happen and etc when iknow you wouldn't ask me about that .

How sillyyy am i pining the high hope on you & everything .

Making this difficult for you or i'm not sparing a thought fr you .

Did i done the wrong things again to upset you ? I guess i did . :/

Everytime i was the one who upset you & do all those shits to you .

Can you tell me what's wrong ? Why am i only the one whom feel this way ?

We're getting cold again , what's wrong with me ? What's wrong with us & what's wrong with you ? :/

All the damn shit problem is am i the only one whom create . Showing attitude towards each other doesn't make me feel good at all . How about you ? :/

Trying to act as if i'm strong , i'm already v.tired about acting or even act as nothing has happen infont of you & others . Trying to hold on my tears as i believe i'm strong in enough not to tears about small matter .

I wanna you to be my last , what about you ? :/

I'm so scare you would leave me just because of a girl . Would you ? Or am i thinking too much already ? :/

Can you stop me from thinking ? I need your hug now . );

I wanna meet you everyday , but it seems like you're busy with your friends and etc or even you doesn't have the time to spend time with me ? ~~Or you doesn't want to spend time with me ?~~

There's no goodnight message or even you saying iloveyou to me .

You doesn't send me sweet & long message anymore .

Why isit god treating me liddat , sending you long message yet all i get in return is non of the sweet reply or even message .

Why are you treating me liddat ? Did i done something wrong ?

You're the first one who i love so much that i scare to lose you..

~~Isit you doesn't love me anymore ?~~

You doesn't seems to care about me & our relationship anymore .:/

I doesn't want this to happen , i want us to be like how we're used to .

Ohwell , shall not think too much , i don't think you would read my nonsense :/

Is not i doesn't want stop thinking too much , it's the feeling make me think this way . );

I'm sorryyy , Babyfats . ):

I just wanna tell you so much that iloveyou more then everything .

You're the 2nd one who make me know what's love , care & concern

You made me smile like a little girl had never smile before .

You made me laugh like i had never laugh before .
You made me love you as if it's was like my first love .
You made me care & concen about you as if it's was my very first toy i had .
You made me wants you as if it's was my very first wish in my life .
You let me feel as if i'm the happiest girl in the world .
You let me know what i want in life .
You're first who iloveyou so much .
You're my everything & i wanna be your last .
iloveyou more then anything else .
Sorryyy for the attitude or even thinking too much . :/
I'm sorrryyy babyfats .
Lastly , Babyfats iloveyou .

Friends

2011-10-23T02:53:00.001+08:00

Hi , babe & dude . I'm using my iphone to update my bloggy!I ohso pissed off by my friend ); Or should I said I'm disappointed ? Dear E , Am I your friend ? Sometimes I wonder , you got chalet yet you didn't put the effort to call me , go out also . Untill I told you then you ask me ? Seriously what am I to you ? Stranger or what , I wish that I could read your mind but sadly , I can't .I'm not a mind reader uh , just got a feeling to cry out loud . You'll never know how I felt , :/ I doesn't know why I pit a high hope on you , thinking you'll never dissappoint me . Inthend what I get was this . ); Maybe from the past untill now things towards you didn't even change at all . You're the same old you , and imisstheoldyou . :/ Did I done anything wrong ?); That's why everytime become liddat ? :/ I guess you will never know how I feel . Ohwell, I guess it's my fault. ); Lousy me , ); hope you will see this but I don't think you would , ohwell . I'm talking to nobody just my dead blog . Bye people . :/

My cousins .

2011-10-16T16:52:00.000+08:00

Serene's 21st birthdayy , had lots of fun .

Not all cousin is in this picture . ^^

At that point of time i guess i'm only primary 3/4 ? I'm superduper uglyyy laaa!):

HAHAHA , ignore me & my face . At that age , i'm like ohso goodgirl luh ,

Doesn'tknow how to smoke & etc yet uh . Didn't really like my mama , thinking back , i always make her worryy & sayy things that's hurtful to her . Sorryy mum .

Well , all i can sayy is , i reallyy enjoy myself at the chalet . ^^

Oh , this picture took year of 2009 .

When i was secondary 1 , OMGGG , me & my ugly face again .

Ohya , this picture doesn't show all of my cousin too , there's my cousin's husband & cousin's boyf .

HAHAHA , but well , i'm bored at my cousin's house , there's nothing to do .

You only can watch tv or use computer .

This picture took at Chinese New Year 2011 .

As you can see there's my cutie ahma & ahgong . We love them muchy , ^^

I can even recall , when holiday come . I'll overnight at ahma's house or even my cousin's house .

There's alot of time when i was in primary 3 , i played maple when i wokeup untill 6plus still doesn't want to bath , & my ahgong scolded me , yet inside my hurt i scolded him back , thinking back at the point of time , i shouldn't do this . I learnt my lesson for spending time with them as my father side , both grandparents has passed away , regretted . Untill now i guess i don't reallyy learnt my lesson , i must spend time with them , that's a promise for me & them . Ohwell , imissthepast . );

I want my ahgong & ahma to be healthy , happpyy .

As long as they are happyy i will also be happpyy .

ilovethem , (:

Serene , Angeline & me!

Banling & me

Me & serene!

Candy , Angeline & me!

This's candy!

Serene , Joannne & Angeline

This's JOANNE .

This 6 prettyy babe are mine girls.

ilovethem more then anything else .

They are always be there for me no matter what .

Telling me what should i do or not . When i'm sad , they will find time for me to listen to my nonsense or even come all the way to hougang & find me .

Go out , they treat me & alot of things uh . They're mine , don't snatch k ? :B

Hurt them & i will kill you .

You'll never know how much ilovemy family .

Cherish the time with them every moments .

ilovemyfamily more then anything else . ^^

They'll be there for me no matter what's has happen .

Listen to my craps & alot more .

No matter how we quarrel inthend we're still together .

I'll take every moment when i get DSLR .

I LOVE MY FAMILY . ^^

Our 4th months

2011-10-14T01:07:00.004+08:00

Heyyy , baby . Happpyyyy 4th months , thanks for everything that you did to me .
Well , sorryyy for showing you my fcukedup attitude , it sucks .
iknow , idoesn'tknow what has happen to me , i'll be okayyy soon .
I doesnt know why i dislike you to go lan , going home so late or even give me late reply . ):
Sorryy baybee, idoesn'tknow what am i thinking either.. ):
All along i has been depending on you , everything . It's like without you idoesn'tknow what to do anymore .
Once again sorryy baby . );
Well , did you saw the message that i sent you ? I bet no cause you're sleeping like a pig right now . :B
Don't you leave me or else i'll cry your kuku away! -Evil- :B
idon'tcare , i'm gonna stick to you for the rest of my life , cause i'm RELYING ON YOU NOW :B
so you're not allow to leave me unless idon'twant you , kekekek .
No laaa , i still want you cause you're my last in everything . :B
Still remember our promise ? - PLEASE REMEMBER , if not i going to emo to find nemo ): -
Babyyy! You're going to be my last romance .
iloveyou , always & forever .
Thanks for being part of my life , 4 Months still counting on .
My one & only , ATBR ♥
WOAINIOH!♥

;/Edited .
Hi , i'm back to update again.
Sleep at 3plus yesterday , guess what am i doing yesterday ?
Hmmm , faceboook at usual > Blogggy > Facebook again > Go to his blog & see older post .
Hmmm , idon'tknow what to sayy uh , feel that when he's with me , he didn't really update his blog unlike when he's with his ex-girlf .
You said you didn't like her , E . Inthend all i saw was about her , did you spare a thought for me when you're lying or something?
Ohwell , i guess i think too much alr ?
Idon'tknow why when i see his blogg i'll have the feeling to cry badly .
Yes , i did cry but i
Seriously , i realllyy want to know what's wrong with me ?
Why does i get angry/sad or even disappointed . I shouldn't put everything with my high hope , it's unfair to him . I guess whatever i do was wrong , causing this to happpen again .
I reallyyy misss the old us..
Arggghhh , after sending you the long message , you don't even bother to text me a long message .
Seriously , what's wrong with us ? ):
Yes , i cause this to happpen i doesn't like everything now.
Useless me , things didn't get better & it got ohso worst.
Did we choose the wrong path again ? idon'tknow .
KOHJIAHUI , YOU'RE THINKING TOO MUCH ALR.
STOP THINKING ABOUT IT , YOU & HIM ARE FINE .
THINGS WILL GET BETTER , SMILE K ?

Lies are lies , );

You promise me .

2011-09-25T23:01:00.003+08:00

You promise me that you won't leave me alone .

You promise me that you will love me .

You promise me that you will eat my stun .

You promise me to be my everything .

First time baby cook maggie for me to eat .
KEKEKE ! HappyyyGirl96 :B
Lastly , ilovemyboyf. <3
KEKEKE , My one & only boyf. <3

I'm sorryyy but iloveyou .

2011-09-18T15:45:00.000+08:00

All long i has been acting strong when i'm not .
I doesn't like to show people the weak me , idontknow why either . Weird me ?
Has been trying hard not to cry , i guess i fail ? Ohwell , i'm weak/lousyy .
I'm not as strong as others , i can't handle anything . Why must i be so weak ?
ihatemyself alot . If you were here & nothing happen to us , i won't be updating my dead , emo blog .
I should be at kaya's house with you . );
imisseverything baby .
2weeks of not contacting each other , i shall stay strong & not to cry .
One step at a time , it's gonna be a hard path without him accompany me walking through .
Shall stop at here the more i type the more i cry .
iloveyousilly .

Love is like a candy, though its sweet but still it will expires in the end.

2011-09-18T03:14:00.000+08:00

Me , i'm all alone right now .

I guess i would regret by making this choice to leave you , you're the best boyf i ever had & my longest .
You have done your part as boyf , unlike me , i didn't done my part as your girlf .
Both of us are suffering because we doesn't understand each other .
As for me i'm always the one who finding something to quarrel .
Getting jealous ohso easily .
Doesn't like you to go lan .
Doesn't like you to play dota/maple .
I'm don't even understand you .
All i know is to cry like a cry baby whenever we quarrel .
I guess you hate to have crybabygirlf ?
I'm sorryyyy .

Without you to accompany me walking this path right now .
Cause i have made this choice , it's a risk cause i have to bear with the consequence .
Both of us suffering all along just like what you said .
i doesn't like us to quarrel because of small things.
i doesn'twant put our love an end , but i doesn'twant you to suffer .
Let me be the one who suffer now .
My fault , my fault for end everything , put the blame on me alright ?
I guess i'll regret . Stupid/sillyyy/dumb/lousy me!);

i miss your everything ,
i miss the way you hug me .
i miss the way you kiss me .
i miss the way you tell me how much you love me .
i miss the way you tell me that you love me .
i miss the way you make cute face .
i miss the way you act cute .
i miss the way you text me .
i miss the way you give me sweet goodnight message .
i miss the way you give me morning message .
i miss the way you hold my hands .
i miss the days when i was with you .
i miss the way we watch movie .
i miss the way you webbyyy with me
i miss the way i spamm your facebook all of my face .
i miss the way you call me to eat
i miss the way you sleep .
i miss the way you hug me to sleep
i miss the way you're mine .
i miss the way you eat .
i miss the way you saying me fat
i miss the way you call me baby
i miss the way you call me fatty
i miss the way you call me fattyy pig .
i miss the way you call me not to cry
i miss the way you the way you hug me for behind .
i miss everything about you .
& lastly i miss you alot .
Do you miss everything about me ?
I guess you won't . Cause i'm nothing to you anymore.
iloveyoustill , ATBR .
I'm offically missing you right now .
How i wish i could be right next to you . );
imissyoualot , iloveyoustill . ATBR .

Life has been so hard .

2011-09-17T15:44:00.001+08:00

Nobody understand how i feel .

Nobody will be here walking this path with me .

I'm all alone by myself , sometimes i wonder .

What if one day i'm gone , i wonder what would you do .

Will you seach everywhere in singapore just to find me ?

I guess you won't . Lousyyy me for making this relationship keep on going for nothing , like what you said .

Letting him suffer , rather then me ? Useless , lousyyy , stupid & dumb me .

Now he doesn't even care about you anymore KOHJIAHUI.

Time to wakeup from my daydream!

I didn't do my part as a girlf , useless me .

Now i'm lost & i expect people to be there for me? Dream on .

Only my true friends will be there for me no matter what has happen .

All i know it's to cry?! What else can i do?!

I doesn't want to cry like a crybaby .

I doesn't want to be so useless .

I doesn't want to be so lousyyy .

I doesn't want to be so stupid .

I doesn't want to be so dumb .

I doesn't want this to happpen .

I doesn't want to quarrel with him .

I doesn't want him not to care about me .

I doesn't want him to be cold blooded .

I doesn't want ANY OF THIS THING TO HAPPEN .

But all of this has already happen .

I'm always cry like ababy , i'm usless , lousyyy , stupid & dumb .

This thing has happen , i did quarrel with him ,.

He doesn't care about me anymore , he's cold blooded now .

Beg him to stay & let him suffer with me ?!

HELL NO . I shouldn't do that to him , it's unfair to him .

I should be the one suffer everything alone by myself but not him .

He has already give in to me alot of time , what about me ?!

Yes , i did give in but not as much as him .

Yes , i always dig a hole & jump in .

Whatever i have done is my fault , my wrong .

Like & comment on people status also my fault .

Letting people sayyy behind my back , yet you can even don'tcare ?

Yes , you should treat me liddat . Thanks aye ,

All i can do is what ? CLOSE ONE EYE & OPEN ONE EYE .

I'm weak in everything , well not weak is USELESS & LOUSYYY.

Life has been so hard untill i keep everything to myself .

No matter how hard i cry , you won't bother .

No matter how hard i hurt myself , you won't bother .

Everything that i had done , you won't bother anymore .

I deserve everything , this's all my consequence .

Fxvk everything that i had done .

I'm lost without him , & aye one word for myself , USELESS .

I'll be fine ? I guess .

2011-08-30T20:37:00.003+08:00

I wanna be strong , i doesn't want to cry like a crybaby . ):
If i'm strong , i won't get jealous so easily , ihatemyself for getting jealous so easily . ):
I'm ohso scare that you'll leave me sooon . I doesn't want to lose you ,.
I'm sorryy for everything .

My sillyyyboyf,
iloveyou..

imisstheoldyou.

2011-08-11T20:00:00.004+08:00

" Are we liddat ? Cause i doesn't want to us to be strange again .): "

I wonder why doesn't i cry ever quarrel or even you ignore me ?

I'm so weak , why can't i be as strong as you ? );

I'm a cry baby , iknowright .

I can't go on without you , trying to hold back my tears but i have to .

Showing fake smile/laugher to everyone , trying to act as if it's normal to me .

The happpyyy me , nobody knows how i feeel .

Nobody knows what am i going through . );

iloveyou, ATBR .

Grandma );

2011-08-11T00:02:00.001+08:00

" Grandma , imissyou); "

Dear , grandma .

How're you in the other world? imissyoualot .

I regret not spend time with you , i'm sorryyy for not spending time on you rather then playing maple . How sillyy am i on that time ? Dad called me to go home & visit you the next day yet idoesn'twant & i didn't know you would pass away in the very next day . ); I regretted & i cry like ababy on that day , losing you , not spending time with you & didn't visit you . Stupid/Lousyy me . );

How could you leave without letting me see you for the very last time ?!):

Grandma , imissyou&loveyoualot . ♥

ilovemyboyf!

2011-08-02T16:37:00.001+08:00

"My cute lil'boyf "

You'll never know how much ilovehim ! kekek .

He's the best ^^ .

DO NOT SNATCH HIM AWAY FROM ME!

Tyvmmmmm! :B

Babyboy , iloveyou . ^^

Jealous

2011-07-24T15:42:00.001+08:00

I'm the jealous type.

- Sure I’ll let you hang out with your friends,but please don’t ignore me for the night.
- Sure you can go on a road-trip with your friends,but can you text me during the drive so I know that you’re safe?
- Sure you can talk on the phone with someone else,but can you at least say goodnight?
- Sure you can do whatever you want, but why? when everything you want is right here.

I don't want our r/ship to keep it going just because of the promise .

Girls should always receive a 'special treatment' ( Not dirty things . ) compared to his friends. Even though both are equally important to him. ☺♥

I'm sorryy , my dearest .

2011-07-22T00:30:00.003+08:00

" Just A Fractions Of your Love . Fills the My Heart , This's what you told me today . "

iloveyou .

Sorryy for making you feel that way , idon'tknow what has happen to myself too .

~~I'm sorryy . for being a useless girlf of yours . ( Althought you doesn't like me to said that , I'm sorryy )~~

Sorryy to give you all those cold reply, i didn't mean it .

Sorrryyy to make you feel that you're useless & worthless boyf , when you're not & you're my best boyf i ever had .

Thanks for trying your v.best to give me anything that i wanna , but all i want is your love . (:

You're the best thing about me is you , so don't leave me alright ?

You're the best thing that i never know i needed. One time is enough , i doesn't wanna to lose you anymore .

iloveyou , trying to change everything back to the past like how are you used to .

ilovetheway you tell me how much you love me .

ihope everything will stay like how you used to .

iloveyou , my one & only Andrew.TBR .

1st Month , ^^ .

2011-07-13T23:48:00.000+08:00

Happpyyy 1st Month , myyy sillyyy boyf .

Dear boyf/sillyyy:

Happyyyy 1st month , ^^ .

Thanks for listening to my rubbish & give in towards at all times .

iknow i haveeeeee a vvvvvvvvv.bad attitude . Sorrrryyy!):

Bu shi gu yi give ni attitude de , -Guilty-

Xiexie ni , for tahan my attitude , my lots of stun ( it's like endless .)

whenever we quarrrel , i wanted to breakup , i doesn't wanna you to suffer luh . But thanks ANAN & PAMELA ( This cute lil'couple nvr fails to be there for me . ) ^^ . kekeke . xiexie ni men!

Hao laaaaaaaaa , iknow we know each other on facebook , you're ohso unfriendly

Slowly , meeet you , anan & pamela at aljunied . You're an asshole , i swear DAMN guailan plus keeep on bullyy me . So i keep on stare at you & you think you're ohso handsome that's why i stare at you right ? YOU'RE OHSO WRONG . THICKSKIN!. :B kekekek .

I told pamela that i scare i fall for you , & that point of time pamela was angry as you should know what you do ah!? :@ Then i helped you not reallyyy luh it's Anan . ^^ . You should thanks him haobuhao & idon'tevenknow that anan will tell you . Omggggggggg,shy like hell sia! :B

1st quarrel , i'm rotting at home while you're at LAN . But i forget what we quarrel about , i guess you're right , we reallyyy don't understand each other . ^^ .

2nd quarrel , i'm at my papa's friend's house while you're at LAN . It's seems like we love to quarrel while you at LAN right ? I remember what you quarrel about , it's about part-time girlf , lazy to explain or don't even bother to sayyy .

Sometimes we wanted to break but then we didn't breakup as we promise each other .

But promise are meant to be broken right ? ikr . Can't realllyyy put too mcuh hope for not breaking up on this promise . sorryyy):

You never fails to make me smile .

You never fails to make me laugh .

You never fails to tell me how mcuh you love me .

You never fails to tell me how mcuh you miss me .

You never fails to tell me how mcuh you wanna meeet me .

You never fails to remind me to sleep early.

You never fails to remind me to eat .

You never fails to remind me to go home early .

You never fails to pei wo wait for cab .

You never fails to webbyy with me .

You never fails to talk otp with me .

You never fails to make me love you even more .

You never fails to make me touched .

You never fails to give in towards me .

You never fails to tahan my attitude .

You never fails to eat my lots of stun .

You never fails for being my boyf .

Overall , you're still the best , youknowyouknowyouknow ?!

I'm happpyy being with you , let's try to last alright ?

iloveyousillyy . Don't ever leave me alone & leave me alright ?

i won't leaveee you de ,

Lastly , iloveyou , ^^ .

Quarrel again & again .

2011-06-27T20:03:00.001+08:00

Hello babe & dude .

I'm backkk , i guess i only can tell how i feeel by updating blog .

Promise to update my bloggg unless i'm lazy ? ;x sorrryy blogggyyy!):

My 1st day of school sucks like hell . Doesn't wish to sayy luh .

Everythings that i do , is my fault & spoil my mood . How great ?

Hasn't been meeeting my boyf this few days , i'm sorryy .

Dear boyf :

Is not that i doesn't wanna meeet you , it's just that i'm tired . Well , even if i tell you my reason , will you believe me ? idon'tthinkso ., overall , i still don't understand you . Lousyy girlf right ? ikr...

I'm ohso lousyy untill i can even quarrel with my boyf everyday , spoil his mood & many more . (N)

idon'tlike , as what you said you'll bear with me in 1 week , inthend , QUARREL & QUARREL AGAIN . ):

Cry over & over again . I guess , whatever i do , it's my fault . Cause i'm always the one whom doesn't listen you to , attitude you , don't understand you , spoil your mood , make you suffer ? ):

If this carryy on , i willing to break with you , by not letting you suffer..

I hope you understand, i'm sorryy sillyy . ):

Well overall , i hope this won't happyy , as you know how much iloveyou , just that i always attitude you..

What a lousyy & useless girlf am i ? ):

I'm sorryy ATBR , iloveyoulots..

~~Ohshit , KJH , stop crying & hurting yourself. ): ,~~

Will you be there to protect me ?

2011-06-24T19:52:00.003+08:00

Everything seems so different now , i just ruin it . ):

This show what a useless & worhtless girlf i am .

ihatemyself alot , i'm lost right now , i don't even know what am i thinking and right now i don't even understand myself , i don't think i'll be able to understand you , imissthepast , how we message & etc .

But it's seems like everything has changed right now , can i rewind ? Please ? ):

I doesn't want to quarrel with you & etc anymore , i'm tired of quarreling with you , i'm tired of crying for you , i'm tired in everything . How i wish i can giveup , but i can't right now cause i'm ohso in love with you .

Arghhh , FML laaaaaaaaa! KJH , you sucks in everything youknow!? ):

The fcuking feeling is ohso different! idon'tlikeit!):

Am i thinking too much ? idk laaa ,

Dear brain , please don't think so much & try to undestand him hao mah? );

Dear hand , sorryy to hurt you , i have no choice but to . ):

Dear tears , sorryy dropping , tyvm

Dear heart , don't let this feeling go off so easily .

Dear smile , where did you go ? imissyousomuch ):

Dear attitude , stop showing him attitude will you ? i'm afraid he would leave me if you continue like this . ):

Stay close don't go please , iloveyou.. ,

Maybe i really don't understand you at all .

2011-06-24T01:00:00.000+08:00

" It's all about trust & understanding . "

I trust you , you trust me but then you understand me & i don't even understand you at all . It's like what you said , i guess i really don't understand you at all & this hurts me alot .

I thought i understand you but i guess i'm not .

I'm a girlf what don't understand , attitude & give alot of stun to my boyf .

He nvr fail to give in to me .

He nvr fail to make me laugh .

He nvr fail to make me smile .

He nvr fail to care about me .

He nvr fail in everything .

BUT THEN I'M OHSO DIFFERENT FROM HIM .

I nvr fail to quarrel with him .

I nvr fail to make him sad .

I nvr fail to make him moodless .

I nvr fail to make him emo .

I nvr fail to give you stun .

I nvr fail to give you attitude .

I nvr fail to break his heart .

I nvr fail to control him .

I nvr fail in everything that's this bad for this relationship.

What's so good about me , i really don't understand , what a lousy girlf am i..

AM I A BAD GIRLF ?

Yes , you're . Everything's my fault not yours .

Why am i crying !? KOHJIAHUI , please , just stop crying ! You're such a crybaby! Why can't you just stop crying !?

STOP CRYING NOW , IT'S YOUR FAULT NOT HIS !

Well , the BEST thing ABOUT ME is YOU .

Happpyyy One Week , silllyy!

2011-06-21T01:31:00.003+08:00

Hello , babe & dude . ^^
I'm backk to post as today is me & my sillly boyf one weeek . ^^ !♥
ilovehim more then anything else luh! :B
Went out around 7plus , meet Anan & pamela at boonkeng .
Cab down to ecp , saw boyf , Kaya & Junwei , misshimlikemad!):
After they smoke finish , went in to mac . After awhile , went out to walkwalk as i feel cold .
Slowly walk , walk untill near pit 14C . Saw boyf's friend & seat down . Chitchat & play around .
Joke with my sillyy boyf . Damn cute luh him . ^^ .
BB bbq food for me to eat , thanks BB . ^^
Sweet right ? iknow , don't jealous ! Kekeke ,
kekeke , that fcuker Junwei bullyy me :@ But then nvrmind luh , my boyf scolded him alr . ^^
Went home around 11plus as papa called me ._. > Tabao food > Home , quarrel with my asshole brother -'-
spoil my mood . But well , my sillyy boyf will always be there for me . ^^ . Happyylil'girl of ATBR's . !♥
Chatting with pamela otp now , me & her keep on sayy one month but then it's just only one week .
fyi ; We got attached on the same day! ^^ . COOL RIGHT ?! ikr . :B
Boyf just called me & wish me HappyOneweek , how sweet!
ilovehim more then anything else !♥

Dear Sillyy/Boyf/ ATBR :
Heyy sillyy ,
Happyy uh ? I update my blog just because of you leh!
You must be proud . Well , sillyyy! iloveyou! ♥
Ohwell , i hope we'll quarrel lesser & overcome all the stupid problems . :D
Thanks for giving in towards me , iknow i always show you attitude , sorryy sillyy):
7 more days , ihopeyou'llbealright . ):
BB ah! iloveyou & imissyou!):
Faster meeeet wo kayyy! iloveyoumany! ^^ .

14th's

2011-06-15T22:17:00.000+08:00

Hey , babe & dude ,.
I'm backkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk & iknow you miss me like mad , :B
I'm ohso sorrryy that i didn't update my dead blog , heheh .
Wo bu zhi dao yao update semo leh . ):
Nothing much to post alr , byee people .
Don't miss me , i'll be backk like sooon , :B
ilovemySillyy!♥

Camp Rocks . (Y)

2011-05-22T17:21:00.000+08:00

I superduper love the 3 day 2 night camp (!)

Fun like mad , imisstheTrainer !):

Let's rewind backk to the 1st day okayyyyyyyy? :B

I enjoy myself alot , sorryy for making Trainer angry & sad . Actually , i don't bear to leave the camp how i wish there will be lots of days to spend with you guys , i wanted to breakdown but then i told my life everything will come to the end like what HK told us at our very 1st day .

Thanks , D ,WH , CX , HK & others Trainer , ♥

ilove &missyou guys alot , ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ :D

SadGirl96

2011-05-18T22:43:00.001+08:00

" You love her , she love you . But you like but iloveyou . "

Things happen the way aren't meant to be . ):

SadGirl96 , idon'tknow what to do anymore , i has alr givein towards you , but it seems like you don't even give any damn towards me . You treat her & me in the vvvv. different way , idon'tknow why .

We keep on quarrel but each time i was the one whom give in towards you , but not you .

You lied to me , yet i just shut my mouth .

Who's the one show who attitude , i admin that i was the one whom show you attitude 1st , but now ? It's your turn ? No more hearts & etc . I guess i have to used to it? But i doesn't want ! ):

So are you telling me you love her more then me , well , i can see .

Should i carryy on or just giveup ? But i doesn't want to giveup ! I'm tired of everything , your lies & etc .

FML , everything is killing me ! ): .

Dear quarrel & problems : Stop coming towards me , i'm not ready to over come all those problems ! ):

Dear stomach ; Stop your pain please , it's killing me like hell .

HapppyyyBirthdayyy : Alan ; biaoge & Taeyang ! <3 :D

1st quarrel with you. ):

2011-05-17T23:48:00.000+08:00

" Sorryy for not being understanding enough . ): "

Hello peopleee , today should be a happyyday, but then i spoiled it . ):

ihatemyselfalot , trying my best not to let them know what has happen or even i'm showing them fake smile even though i'm not happyy at all . What's wrong with me ?!):

History repeat itself once again , i hope he won't ignore me . ):

Arghhh , idon'tknow luh):

No mood to post , sosrryy ):

Awaiting for your text , i hope your mother will be fine .

uoyevoli , J ♥

Like cool only.

2011-05-16T22:40:00.004+08:00

Heyy , babe & dude .
3 more days to sec3 camp & i haven't even prepare everything for the camp . Like cool only .
No handphone for 2 days . Gonna die went i was onmyway to school. LOL . Left one day to pack my camp thingy . Arghhh , can i don't go for camp ? :B kekeke.
This few day keep on talking Desmund on fb chat . (Y) . He's my entertainer , ilovetotalktohim , make me happyy only . kekek :B Thanks , dude . ^^ .
Screw everything i had , dad keep on kpkb like my fault liddat . -.-
Well , had to use to it ? I guess so ?
Nothing much to post alr , byee people .
Don't miss me , i'll be backk like sooon , :B

Then text someone only care about her but not me , Arghhh , feel ohso weird when i saw him talk to her):
idon'tknow what am i thinking luh . I look like so retarded waiting for him to reply , inthend he didn't even bother . ): Freak everything , FML .

Please don't screw my exam .

2011-05-11T23:01:00.000+08:00

Hello , babes (;
Today CPA exam & i almost screw it , god damn it manzxc .
Suddenly vvvv.stress , 1st time liddat leh ! Wtf , ):
Well , i hope i won't screw all my paper(s) ? OHMY !): ,
I don'twant fail!): , shiteverything .
Nothing much to post alr , byee peopleee . <3 (:

WorkerParty or PAP ?

2011-05-08T04:57:00.003+08:00

" Never try never know . "

Hello , people . It's 4.34AM in the moring yet i'm not in my pigland yet , superduper tired .

But can't sleep yet , as my hair is still wet , -.-

Just came backk from ahma's house . About 10/11plus , decided walk to Hougang Stadium

to support WORKER PARTY (Y) You guy should go there , although is superduper hot .

It's totallyyz different when you watch them on tv . HAHAH! But too bad , some of you missed it .

Well , we shall wait for another 4/5years then (:

Currently chatting with baobei onthephone , lovehersuperduper much ,

Went to meet her at nex , we walked around , & we saw 4 guys watching 1 guy eating his dinner ,. Laugh like mad cannn! Wanted find brandon de but then baobei need to go home , so aye , didn't meet .

Train t hougang & walked to ahma's house . Eat dinner & texty ^^v .

& decided to got Hougang stadium . blablablabla , onthewaybackk home , went to eat supper .

Reached home , bath , washup & ect . Nothing much to update alr , still waiting for my hair dryyyyyy):

Nights , xoxo.(:

Edited /:
Hello babeee & dudeee ^^ .
I'm backk , ahahah , well , yesterday chat with baobei onthephone untill 6AM in the morning .
Straight away fell asleep when we hung up the calls . Laugh & heartoheart alots . , superduperLuvvv , :D
iknow you love me , :B kekekeke . Well , woke up around 3plus washup&etc , went to eat my lunch . Yummyyy ! kekek , happyygirl . Weeeeeeeeeeee .
Study for awhile , & turn on my laptop , facebook & etc.
& i'm here to blog , iknow you guys miss me luh , xD , shyyttm can! HAHAH!
Currently chatting with baobei via msn , done with bathing , damn freaking hot can ?!
Weather is killing me like hell & make me feel so pekcek , fcukit -.-
But then after bathing with cold water , not that hot anymore , weeeeeee(!) .
HappyyLil'girl ^^ . kekeke , Bmuchyylove . :B
Once againn , i'm backk . Weeeeeeee(!) ^^v
Backkk from dinner , just now went to tamp giant with family . Goodgirl right? kekek .
Buy alot of thingy , brought fbt & etc . (: Went to lots of places to just to eat dinner , inthend , kallang bahru .
Done with eating & went homee . Goodgirl right ? Weeeeeeeeeeeeeee(!) (Y) .
Nothing much to post alr , ~~shall update later ? see how 1st kay!~~
Don't miss me too much , :B
Byee guys , xoxo . (:

Happpyy'lilgirl .

2011-05-07T17:55:00.002+08:00

Hello , babes & dude (:

It's like finallyy done with my blog thingy !.

ilovemyblogskin , sexyy aye . HAHAH! .

Shall i rot at home ? idon'tknow . Well , i think i'll go find my baobao , ^^ ,

Ohyeah , yesterday webcamm with weihao & vin .

Omfg , vin damn funnyy ttm . Shall show you some pictures of him , Weeeee .

I told him key's my boyf & i show him that i write on my paper show - Key's .

He say i'm showing him that paper is my boyf , how dumb can he be? O;

AHJAHA , bye people , xoxo . (:

Click to enlarge . (:

Key's .

2011-05-06T22:54:00.000+08:00

Hello , babe & dude (:
Omfg , it's has been a long time that i'll update my blog .
Times fly , having MYE this week & next weeek Sorryy that i nvr update my bloggyy , just that i didn't have the time to blog & blame on my lazyness .
Hmmm , chiong-ing on study this few days or should i sayy one week ? & it's gonna be 2 week alr ? (:
Goodgirl right ? iknow . kekeke . Exam is killing my brain cell i swear . ):
Well , i hope i'll pass , GOODLUCK , JIAHUI , YOU CAN DE (: .
I'm ohso in to SHINee & SHINee key ! Superduper Luvvv , kekek . ^^ .
Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee , Key's my boyf , do not snatch him away from me aye !
Tyvm , babeeee (:
Well , nothing much to post alr , byeee .
Miss me aye & tag more !
With Loves & kisses ,

2011-04-11T22:29:00.000+08:00

BOO(!) .

Hihihih , i'm backkk (!) ^^ .

Ni men you xiang wo mah ? (: Readers don't run away (!) .

School - okayyyokayyy only .

Just found out that my tagboard & blog is ohso dead . -.-

Damnit , anyway , ilovemybaobei . LOVELOVE :B

W : BOO(!) , i guess you will nvr see my blog . You asshole . :B Kekekeke .

Talking to you make me feeeeeeeeling happpyyyy . ^^ hahahah! , Anyw , bu yao bullyy wo lerh laaa): .

iknow you v.good de , winkswinks . HAHAH! Thanks for everything , youknowiknowweknow . :B

Stop acting cute aye . ^^ .

Pissed off .

2011-03-31T23:13:00.001+08:00

Marchy ; iloveyou ,(:

29th's March ; My bird day . :B
Lazy to sayy so much , but thanks Beesin , Wojun & co . Youknowiknowweknow .
Lastly thanks friends for wishing me in facebook oh ~ ♥ :D

Today , something happen to my crycrymate , well don't wish to sayy ): .
I hope to see her smile ohso sooon , imissher . Without her in class it seems like something has been left out . ): Cheerupsoon kay , i'll be there for you , i'm just 8 digit away from you & i'm ohso worryy about you , texty or call me soon kay , Loveyoumany . ♥

Just now i saw something that i should not see , damn fcuking dulan .
To : you , fucking whore. Start with a S end with N -.-
Girl , i guess you know i'm saying about you aye , -.-
I just TAG on your tag board with my URL .
Wow , don'tknow which mother pussyy sayy sorrryy to me leyy , last time still wish to be my friend ? Laugh -.- Sorryy ni de mama laa hor . Want to be my friend ? Let me tell you laaa hor , this kinda of thing will not happen , waitlonglong laa hor . -'-
i don't like to talk to whore like you , so you better fcukoff ,
Anyway , thankyouv.muchyy cause you spoil my mood , -.-
i fucking hate you , so better fuck off far away from me .
Go & die sua , cb .
ihateyou , fcuking whore

Love Love ! ♥ ~

2011-03-30T00:18:00.002+08:00

HOHOHO , HELLO EVERYBODY :D ! ~ ,

Pictures do the talk for today , couple rings && birthday outing love love ! ♥ ~ hehehehehehehe , okiies i am off to bed ( hohoho i am not the owner of this blog so i am the one who is off to bed not the owner / birthday girl :D ) ! ~

My dearest brother .

2011-03-21T22:08:00.000+08:00

This boy above is my dearest brother !

He's handsome right ? Ofcos luh , my brother leh .

But too bad he's attached , lastlong kay ?(:

Do hurt him or try to do anything funnyy or else i'll kill you :@

Ops , not only me :B HAHAH ! Korh , youknowiknowweknow :B

ilovehimsuperduperlots as brother ofcos , iknow him since primary 2 . (:

We do go out alot , settle each other problems , share secret , talk onthephone untill damn freaking late with Eileen ; Girlfriend / Baobei Jieee .

Three of us together ,we'll laugh like hell , joke around & chitchat . ♥

He promised me & eileen that he will spend time going out with us inthend , nvr spend time with us .

Call him to go out , he'll said busy . shitya , brother :B heheheh ,

But as time pass , we're busy with our own things .

imissyousuperduper much luh ,brother . This busy boy is busyy with his cca & girlfriend uh . (:

MEEET UP SOONNNNNNNNNNN , promise uh ? ^^ .

You're my one & only baobei korh , whom always be there for you no matter what , :D

Lastly , HAPPYYBIRTHDAYYY & LASTLONGGGG ! ♥

Which birthday are you in ? ♥

2011-03-05T17:07:00.000+08:00

JANUARY = PIMP

Loves to chat. Loves those who love them. Loves to takes things at the centre. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn’t pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Brave and fearless. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care to control emotions. Unpredictable.

Extremely smart, but definitely the hottest AND sexiest of them MFE.

FEBRUARY=THUG

Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. sexiest out of everyone.A real speed demon. Has more than one best friend. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions. Resend this in 5 min. and you will talk to someone new and realize that you are a perfect match. ♥

MARCH=GORGEOUS

Drop dead gorgeous!!! Attractive personality. Very sexy!!. Affectionate & Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Chatterbox! Loves to talk alot! Loves to get their way! . Unbelievable kisser! Easily angered. Very stubborn in the most way possible! Loves to get noticed! Willing to take risks for others. Makes good choices. Has a great fashion sense! Maybe a little too popular with others . Outgoing and crazy at times! Intelligent. Can sometimes be a heartbreaker! Can love as much as possible! Hates insults. Loves compliments! A very big flirt!and quiet the charmer. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. The best in bed out of the other 11 months!! Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Observant and assesses others.likes to keep theyre crushes kinda secret.pretty much flawless If you repost this in the next 5 mins, you will meet your new love in 8 days.

APRIL=SEXY

Suave and compromising.. Funny and humorous. Stubborn. Very talkative. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal. Does work well with others. Very confident. Sensitive.. Positive Attitude. Thinking generous. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Able to cheer everyone up and/or make them laugh. Able to motivate oneself and others. Understanding. Fun to be around. Outgoing. Hyper. Bubbly personality. Secretive. Boy/girl crazy. Loves sports, music, leisure and travelling. Systematic.. Hot but has brains. If you repost this in 5 mins, a cutie that’s caught your eye will introduce themselves and you will realize at

you are very much alike in the next 2 days.

MAY=LOVER

Hella sexy, loves sex and making love, tends to be SOOOOO hott!! Active and dynamic. Decisive and haste but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people’s problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Usually you have many friends. Enjoys to make love. Emotional. Stubborn. Hasty. Good memory. Moving, motivates oneself and others. Loves to travel and explore. Sometimes sexy in a way that only their lover can understand. if you do not repost this in the next 5 mins. someone very close to you will become mad at you in the next 8 days.

JUNE =FINEASS

Fun to be with. Loves to try new things. Boy/girls LOVE you. You are very hott. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takesrep pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people’s feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. spazzy at times.Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover. Repost this in the next 5 mins and your reputation will boost someway in the next 12 day

JULY=GANGSTA

You’ve got the best personality and are an absolute pleasure to be around. You love to make new friends and be outgoing. You are a great flirt and more than likely have a very attractive partner, a wicked hottie. Like somebody with a JUNE brithday. It is also more likely than that you have a massive record collection. When it comes to films, you know how to pick them and may one day become a famous actor/actress yourself - heck, you’ve got the looks for it!!! IN the next 6 days you will meet someone that may possibly become one of your closest friends, if you repost this in 5 minutes.

AUGUST=ATTITUDE

outgoing personality. takes risks. feeds on attention. self control. kind hearted. Self confident. loud and boisterous. VERY revengeful. easy to get along with and talk to. has an “every thing’s peachy” attitude. likes talking and singing. loves music. daydreamer. easily distracted. Hates not being trusted. BIG imagination. loves to be loved. hates studying. in need of “that someone”. longs for freedom. rebellious when withheld or restricted. lives by “no pain no gain” caring. always a suspect. playful. mysterious. “charming” or “beautiful” to everyone. stubborn. curious.. independent. strong willed. a fighter. repost in 5 mins and you will meet the love of your life sometime next month.

SEPTEMBER=PIMP

Loves to chat. Loves those who love them. Loves to takes things at the centre. Great in bed. Inner and physical beauty. Doesn’t pretend. Gets angry often. A meaningful love life partner. Makes right choices. Treats friends importantly. Brave and fearless. Always making friends. Does not harm others. It is all about love and fairness. Easily hurt and hard to recover. Daydreamer and does fullfill. Opinionated. Does not care to control emotions. Knows what to do, to have fun. Unpredictable. Someone to have close to you. Extremely smart, but definitely the hottest AND sexiest of them all. If you repost this in the next 5 minutes, you will kiss the one that you been wanting…

OCTOBER=HOTTIE

Trustworthy and loyal. Very passionate and dangerous. Wild at times. Knows how to have fun. Sexy and mysterious. Everyone is drawn towards your inner and outer beauty and independent personality. Playful, but secretive. Very emotional and temperamental sometimes. Meets new people easily and very social in a group. Fearless and independent. Can hold their own. Stands out in a crowd. Essentially very smart. Usually, you ever begin a relationship with someone from this month, hold on to them because their one of a kind. Repost in 5 mins & you will excel in a major event coming up sometime this month.

NOVEMBER=SWEETIE

Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Shy towards opposite sex. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck.. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves travelling. Dislike being at home. Restless. having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. If you repost this in the next 5 minutes, you will become close to someone you do not speak to much in the next 4 days.

DECEMBER=BEAUTY

This straight-up means ur the most good-looking Loyal and generous. Patriotic. Competitive in everything. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Easy to talk to, though hard to understand. Thinks far with vision, yet complicated to know. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots of ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Shy towards opposite sex. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves travelling. Dislike being at home. Restless. having many children. Hardworking. High spirited.

Get it from my Baobei , Joanna . ♥

My Beloved.

2011-02-15T01:08:00.000+08:00

This girl above is my Girlfriend & Baobei Jieee ! ♥

She's prettyy right ? Ofcos luh , my baobei leh . :B

Do not hurt her or try to do anything funnyy or else i'll kill you ! :@

iloveher superduper lots , iknow her since primary school . ^^

We do go out alot , settle each other problems , share secret , talk onthephone untill damn freaking late with Darren ; korh . Three of us together , we'll laugh like hell , joke around & chitchat . ♥

Sometimes i still meet her with Beesin ; Bestf , we'll laugh , play , joke & chitchat .

Or even went to her house , CSM & Beancurd . ♥ But time pass , we're busy with our own things .

imissher superduper lots luh ! This busyy girl is busyy with her cca & etc .

MEET MEEEE SOOOON , imissyouv.much & iloveyouv.much ! ♥

You're my one & only baobei jieee , whom always be there for me no matter what , :D

Lastly , HAPPYYYBIRTHDAYYY ! ♥

♥♥♥♥

You know my story but not my name

2011-02-15T00:54:00.002+08:00

" I'm still living in the past hopping you'll be by my side again , but iknow this kinda thing won't happen anymore . "

Hellohellohello , Hihihi , ^^ .

Yesterday school was okayyy , after i update finish someone ask me to be his partner for tomorrow .

I stun tio awhile & replied backk (:

Todayy , school was as normal . Afterschool , went for cca , texty , ^^ . around 4plus went to basketball court & wait for Charmaine to come & meet us .

Went t kfc to have our lunch , & went to block play poker . (Y) .

Win 2$ . Hohoh ,(: Around 6plus , reached home , sleep like a pig untill 8plus . Cool hor ? :b

Papa & mama buy something backk to eat , eat finish alr , use computer & watching tv . (:

Aww , this's how i spen my Valentine's day . How about yours ? ehehe , :B

Anyway , HappyyyBelatedValentine's day ! Cheers . ^^

Nothing much to post alr , Nights .

Fattyy . ):

2011-02-14T00:21:00.000+08:00

idon'tknow should i feel happyy or sad ?

You left me with nothing but fake smile & those painful text & etc .

我们说好的.... but still you choose to leave me all alone .

Feeling don't come backk just because a call please !):

idon'twant to love him anymore , as iknow you will hurt me for the 3rd time .

But istillmissyou, ):

我们说好的

2011-02-13T21:17:00.001+08:00

" How we used to be in the past , but it's all over right now . "

Hellohellohello , Hihihi .!
This song damn nice GO LISTEN , ^^ .
Currently , rotting at home didn't go out at all . GoodGirl right ? :B
My cousin come to my house today , my parents , auntie & one cousin playing mahjong now .
Ohwell , nothing much to post alr , byeee ! :D
Miss me aye , loveeee ^^ .

Angbao here i come

2011-02-03T12:44:00.001+08:00

HappyyChineseNewYear(!) , ( Pull your ear ) ^^

AngBao please ? :B

(♥)

Things turn out the way are not meant to be happen .

2011-02-02T18:26:00.001+08:00

" Too broken for everything . " 

Hellohellohello , Hihihi , ^^ .

Sorryy for not updating my oh-so dead blog .

Today wakeuparound 6plus , washup & etc . New year eve quarrel with my mama , how great ? -.-

Papa fetch us to school , chitchat with maine (: . Math lesson was okayy , 1st time . LOL!

Went to the hall > Singsong > LionDance , i swear the lion dance damn long luh , but got shuai ge . :b > blablabla , lazy to sayy . > SweetTalk . > Home .

Reached home , sleep untill 4plus , wakeup , watch tv > bath > Here i am . :D

Idon'tknow why papa likes to kpkb during New year eve -.-
Going ahma's house soon for reunion dinner . :D

Nothing much to post alr , byeeee ! :D

Tag more kay ? Loveya. (:

Happpyyy New Year Eve , ^^

imissyou , boy .

2011-01-17T21:35:00.000+08:00

" You're the only one whom i'll miss you . "

Hihihih , school was okayy todayy(:

Nothing much happen uh , all i can sayy i'm a goodgirl ! ^^ , Do homework , nvr talk backk to teacher , Goodgirl right ? iknow(:

Mood kena spoil , no mood to eat too ,. Just found out that someone block me in fb & msn .

Idon'tknow why uh ! Why does things happen to me ?! ihateit . -.-

Dear problems , can you go away or find someone to help you settle things ?

I'm sick & tired of everything alr , idon'tknow how long can i hangon . ):

I'm real tired , let me off will you ? ):

Love just like a Firework .

2011-01-16T01:38:00.003+08:00

This mv damn wrong uh ! The Firework come out from the nehneh . -.-
Laugh , but the song damn nice :D
heheheh , you must be thinking i should sleep at this time but why i haven't sleep at this point of time, i can't sleep at all .
Alot of things happen to sayy , don't wish to sayy it out .
Ohwell , i only can blame myself . -.-
Life sucks ttm can ? I just don't get it , why does this kind of things happen to me but not others .?
Am i that broken ? Yes , i think so , after someone hurt me , i'm too broken for anyone .
I'm scare of this & that , should i give him a chance ? Aiya , idon'tknow laaa !
Maybe it's still early to talk about this ohwell , when the time lai lerh then sayy bahh ,.
Ohwell , there's nothing to sayy anymore , bye people ! :D
There will be 2nd post i think ?
Misswokayrkay ?! Shyshy . :x

Edited ; Time check 3:38am
My mum open the door and scold me for nothing -.-
Zzz , she said i talk v.loud when i didn't even fcuking talk . -.-
After i shoot here she said whatever & close the door ,. How great ? -.-
Well , i'm sleeping soon , nights / morning (:

2nd post ; Time check 10:57pm
Hihihi , i'm backk !
I went to bugis & buy my wallet , ilovemywallet vvvv.much . ♥
heheh , after buying my wallet , went ot meet roanne & his boyf at Tpy .
Went t meet Jim , went to buy drinks then we decided to go bugis & play game ,
Youknow what game ? See how take the most number . :B iknow we're lame .
After that went to Junjie come & find us . Saw Jeremy , kekek . ♥ Then we stop playing the game alr ,
waited for Roanne to eat finish , cab home .
Reached home , on my baby laptop :B
Facebook > Chat > talk onthephone with Pamela > Chat & facebook > Now talking on the phone with someone & talking to Jeremy. (:
♥.♥
Miss wo kay ? :D
Tag me more & iloveyou (:

Happyy lil'Girl .

2011-01-15T16:10:00.001+08:00

Hellohellohelloooo , Hihiihihiii ! .
iknow you guy miss me , xD , shyshy . :x
Dad brought me LAPTOP , Happpyyylil'girl .
Thanks papa , loveya(:
I just found out that i'm not like the past anymore & i changed alot .
Should i change backk or stay like how i am right now ? O;
Ohhwell , i promiese i'll update blog dead blog everyday , change the blog song & update the links(:
Well , i'm rotting at home today , how great ? Ohwell , there's nothing to post alr ,
Byee , (:
Tag more , Thanksss . <:
Miss meee yeahh ? (:

My bbg(s) ,

2011-01-13T22:43:00.001+08:00

My dearest Girlf ; HapppyyyBrithdayyy !(:

Hope you did enjoy yourself , smile how you used to kay ? (:

Meeeet me soooon cause imissyoulikehell youknowyouknowyouknow ?!):

Anything tell mee kayyy ?

I'll always be there for you no matter what my dear , (:

I'm just 8 digit awayyy frommm you (:

iliketheway you care about me .

iliketheway you smile .

iliketheway everything about you , cause you're my one & only girlf . (:

You're oh-so important to me(:

Noone can snatchhh you from mee(:

Dare to bulllyyy her or even make her sad ?

YOU BETTER WATCH OUT , ><

iloveyou , my girlf . ♥♥♥♥

This two girls are oh-so important to me(:

imissthemttm & ilovethemttm haobuhao ?!

Don't snatch them from me kayy ?! I'm gonna kill you if you snatchhh them from me !(:

Anything tell mee kayyy ?

I'll always be there for you no matter what my dear , (:

I'm just 8 digit awayyy frommm you (:

iliketheway you care about me .

iliketheway you smile .

iliketheway everything about you ,(:

Noone can snatchhh you from mee(:

Dare to bulllyyy her or even make her sad ?

YOU BETTER WATCH OUT , ><

iloveyou , my girls . ♥♥♥♥

Real or fake ?

2011-01-11T00:10:00.003+08:00

Kinship, relationship and friendship. None of them are real.
But well , some of them are real .
Understand them will , then know everything about them lastly , trust them with your secret .
As for some of them are fake .
They are trying to find out your secret .
And all of your secret are being spread by everyone whom you know by the you found out that your friend isn't your true friend . Well , everything is up to you , Choose the right friend .
Walk the correct path , & you won't regret . (:
Everything is about trust (:
Fyi , i'm not trying to sayy anyone , just randomly type .

2011-01-03T14:46:00.000+08:00

Hellohellohello , Hihihi !
Ohhmyyy , i'm so bored laaa !
Currently chatting with friends on the phone with my friends . <:
Will be going to school tomorrow . Boreddd laaa , life sucks .
Nothing much to post alr , byeee .

JIM IS THE TITLE .

2011-01-03T04:05:00.001+08:00

JIM IS WATCHING CARTOON !
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HE IS WATCHING SESAME STREET THE BIG BIRD , BECAUSE HE DONT HAVE BIG BIRD HE ONLY GOT SMALL BIRD HAHAHAHA !
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posted by someone , you'll never find out xD ! .

Happyy lil'girl .

2010-12-21T19:41:00.002+08:00

" Get over you makes me spell Yay(!) . "

Well , i think you should know what it means .
Yeahh , i alr get over him (:
Happpyy lil'girl . ^^
I don't know to show fakkeee smile again ! (:

Well , i know that my blog it's dead , but idon'tcare . (:
As you'know that my lazyness stop me from updating my blog , unless i'm bored . ><
iknow you don't mind . winks .(;

Friday ; 17 Decmeber 2010
Wokeup , bath & wash up .
Went to eat & off to jurong , (:
blablabla , text Jean .
She called me to go to the chalet with her , but i'm at jurong .
Sorryy girl .
blablabla , forget alr .
sorryy ):

Satuday ; 18 December 2010
Wakeup around 12plus i think , Bath & washup .
Went out to eat & i forget everything alr . -.-
Paisehh , i got stm uh . Can't blame wo .
Text Jean , around 9plus , walk to find dad & take money from him .
Still thought he would fetch me to chalet , inthend don'thave .
Nevermind , so walk to hongang Mrt Exit B to meet Jean
Plan to take cab de , but alot of people then we walk to bus inter , just nice the bus come (:
Heartoheart ,^^ . Reached , called Jim to fetch us , Joke around & chitchat . <:
Something happen , then talk about it .
Walked here & there , inthend go back to the chalet , as i didn't plan to ton at chalet.
Ohwell , nevermind . (:
Talked to Jean , Shirley , xueyin & junxuan .
The most funny part it's Jim get drunk , (:
Shall not said it out or else he'll kill me ):
blablabla , lazy to type . ><
Tontonton everyone sleep .
only me , Hamham , Jiamin & yonglee didn't sleep
chitchat & plan to eat mac , walked to mac .
Jim called me say raphael vomit ?
Then walked back as we eat finish alr . (:
Clean up everythingy .
7plus me , jean & yonglee went off . stupid jim pangsehh us . -.-
Ohwell , forget it . Yonglee walked dirrerent way then we said bye back to our heartoheart again .
Fell asleep in bus , tired . ):
Walk back to cousin's house , called her , open the doorr .
Close the door , go to her room & bomb !
SLEEP ! Pro right ? iknow , xD

Sunday ; 19 December 2010
Wakeup around 5plus , bath & off to jurong .
the rest i forget alr .

fyi , Monday ; 20 December 2010 .
i forget alr , sorryy .

Todayy , 21 December 2010
Texted someone , happyy lil girl . ^^
Wakeup around 12plus , bath , washup .
Went to hougang mall buy subway to eat (!)
HappyyGirl , eat my subway while ontheway to jurong . <:
Eat finish alr , sleep . iknow i'm a pig , don't need you to tell me .
Reached , take thing . Went up , Fb , talked to him (!) Happyy lil girl . Hoho
We chatted alot of things , (:
He offline without tell me . -.- Nevermind , gonna text him (:
Currently talk to Huiting & weihao .
Talk to weihao untill dulan . -.-
but i'm chilling (: so kind of me , xD
& i'm here to update blog .
Hmmm , nothiing much to post alr .
byeee , miss me aye ? ♥
Tag more thankkkksss . <:

What's wrong ?!

2010-12-13T17:37:00.001+08:00

"It takes millions of people to complete the world, but it only takes you to complete mine"

You love him , he love her , she love him & nobody love me .
How sad , fyi , i'm not despo . -.-
Things happen , don't wish to say it out anymore .
No chance , no nore , no more . NOTHING !
I'm left with nothing right now !
How GREAT , -.- Freak shouldn't have go to your profile , -'-
Spoil my mood , my mood goes downdowndowndown ):
Thanks aye ):
Wish to be alone right now..
I fcuking hate 121210 & 131210 -'-

What do you wanna from me ?

2010-12-12T17:53:00.002+08:00

" You made me smile like a little girl had never smile before . "

Hellohellohello , Hihihi ! ^^v ,
Miss me aye , awww , imissyatoo . (:

Todayy ;
woke up around 12plus , Brushteeth all that .
Watch tv while waiting for angeline to get ready . ( superduper long . )
Went to hospital to see my auntie's worker .
Good news , his hand can join together ! ( some of you know . )
He's getting well , maybe can discharged . Happyy (:
Went to don'tknow where to eat , yummy!(:
Buy things & went to factory .(:
Facebook , blog hopping just update finish my Private blog & i'm here to update my blog , ^^ .
Well , i shall post what i did yesterdayy .

Yesterdayy ; 11 December 2010 , saturdayy .
Went out with Pamela <:
Wokeup at 9AM , because my gugu talked vvv.loudly . -.- > Went backk to sleep untill 10/11plus forget alr . But well , brushteeth , wash my face . > Pray > Watched tv & text Aiai & co.
Went to bath , take money from mama & cab down to tpy .
Walked slowly , while waiting for Aiai to reach tpy.
Train down Admiralty , went to find Dennis & co .
Met up with dennis, Zhicheng & co .
Know quite alot of new friend (:

Saw juncheng too, awhile we left don'tknow where . Forget alr .
Went 768 , > Mac & slack around .
Train to hougang , ( The feelingis still the same , hoping not to dump to each other . ) reached ahma's house around 9plus .
Watched BigBang family outing again ! ^^
Aiai , meetup soon , yeahh .
Had a great time with you , youknowiknow(:

8 December 2010 ;
Went out with Jean .
Had a great time with you ,.
Thanks for the heartoheart . Youknowiknow. (:
Let's time more picture , (:

Ps ; I'm lazyyy to type out , sorryy .

Miss me aye , Tag more , <3

2010-12-06T21:24:00.001+08:00

My boyf , ♥
Real Name: Dong Yong Bae (동영배)
Stage Names: Tae Yang, YB Tae Kwon, YBTK
Date of Birth: May 18, 1988
Height: 174 cm
Weight: 56 kg
Blood Type: AB

&& lastly , iloveDomokun ! ♥

BigBang Fever !

2010-12-02T21:13:00.002+08:00

BigBangFever ! ♥

I can't believe that yesterday my cousin & me got high when we're watching video of Shineee & BigBang . :B
I'm oh so in Luvv with Taeyang & T.O.P ! ♥
Heheh , Download alot of song yesterday . HappyyGirl . ^^v
Ohhmyy , i'm so bored . Anyway , i'm sorryy for not updating my blog . As you know why . :/
Heheh ,. Tomorrow off dayy , ! (Y) Going out with mama , cousin & aunties .
Hope i could enjoy myself tomorrow . :B
imissJean , Charamine , Beesin , Eileen . ):
I wanna meeet themmm reall sooonn ! );
Nothing much to post alreadyy , byeee .
Miss me aye , & tag more pleasee .
Thankksss , (:

2010-11-26T18:05:00.000+08:00

Hellohellohello , Hihihihi .
Currently at Jurong , got nothing much to do so decided to update my blog .
iknow it's dead . -.- Haa ,
Just watch finish my family guy .
Chatting with Conson & Beesin right now . Anyway , tomoorrow is beesin's birthdayy. ^^ .
Out of the sudden , imisshongwen . LOLOL .
imiss spending time with Eileen , Darren , Beesin , Constance & alot more. ):
Aww , how i wish i could rewind the time . ):
I try to meetup soon with my girlfriends . (:
Well , nothing much to post alreadyyyy .
Byeee , ♥
Tag more please , Luvvvv (:

What's wrong with me ?

2010-11-18T20:50:00.002+08:00

Hihihihi , Hellohellohellohello ! :D
Superduper happpyyy ! (Y)
Heheh , can't sayy , shhhhshhh ^^v

"People change for the better but why does other people didn't change for the better? "

Anyway , currently at my auntie's shop . :D
Well , just now somethingy funny happen ,laughlikehell :B
Funnnyyyttm , listening to song right now . My cousin ; Alvin superduper high just now as he was listening to the song , the way he dance i was laughing like hell , untill my cousin , Angeline sayy i'm crazyy . ):
Nothing much to do right now , just now file in paper > Print > computer , Facebook & updating blog .
Currently chatting with Spongy , Skinnnyyy , Huiting & Aiai .
Heheh , iknow i'm cuteee . ( Thickskin ) Bleh , but who cares . :D
Well , nothing much to post anymore .
Byeee , miss me . ^^v .

" People always says that loses one and gain another, but i lost everything already yet gain nothing . ): "

Idon'tknow why i still miss you , i thought i giveup already inthend i found out that i can't even get over you .
Maybe the reason is iloveyoutoomuch lerh , idon'tknow what am i thinking now . ):
Once again i'm lost , i tried my v.best to get over you , i just don't get it , why i still can't gt over you . It's hurts ):
How i wish you could text me .

How i wish you could give me a call .
How i wish things would never happen that way .
How i wish you're here right now .
No point to sayy this & that anymore , cause i know over means over .
It will never happen again . ):
imissyou .

2010-11-16T23:00:00.000+08:00

Helloo , babeee . :D
I'm backk , yesterday mindnight bake cake with my cousin , superduperhappyy .
I found out that cupcake is much easy to bake then cookies . As i saturday bake cookies .
Stupid cookies waste my time & everythingy , made a mess . Me & my cousin laugh like hell when we made a mess cause the flour come out then when we added brown suger the smell wiredwired de . ( FAIL) -.-
Plus we redo the cookie & we was like sian liao the 1st time fail mahh . ( plus this's my 1st time baking cookies inthend fail . -,- )
Cupcake rockttm ! Damn easy , plus this was my 1st time baking cake ! (Y) Luvvvit , ♥
When we saw the cake shape come out we was superduperhappyy , then my cousin went to take picture . :D
Give some of the cupcake to my brother & another cousin . They said v.nice , (Y) HOHOH .
Melt chocolate while baking the next cupcake . heheh . :B
Cupcake + Melt chocolate = superdupernicetoeat ! (Y) Lvvitttm , ♥
Slept at 6plus , wokeup 7plus & went backk to sleep . Sleep untill 11plus . Brush teeth all that , & off to work . (:
Currently talking to kangheng . Used the computer for whole dayy . :/
Just now played wahjong with x.zhu & Jean . (:
Suddenly dc , then i don't feel like playing anymore .
Fb > Chat with kangheng & friends > Updating blog ( Now ) . :D
I'll be missing my Joanna ; Girlf ): imissherttm ):
Faster come backk to singapore , iloveyou . ):
I'll be missing you like one siaozarbor .
Luvvvya , ♥ , have fun at there alright ?
Text me once you're backk , :D
Well , nothing much to post already , byee .
Miss me yeahh ? :B

Workworkwork .

2010-11-15T19:04:00.000+08:00

" i think it's prettyy much impossible to forget someone who was once the reason for the smile on your face . You can't forget someone like that ."

Work & work & work .

Tiredttm , busyyy working , just to earn money . $.$

Currently at jurong helping my auntie , boredttm .

Blog hopping now ! (Y) My cousin helping me to tie my hair ( Playing my hair . )

Waiting for my auntie to give me work to do . :D

Sorryy Jean & Charmaine for pangsehh you , i didn't mean it ):

iloveyou guys yeahh , :D HEHEH , imissyoualot .

Aww , let's shop together kay ?! ^^v .

Sorrryyy for not updating my dead blog .

Will update sooon , promisee ! :D

What am i to you ?

2010-10-30T00:02:00.000+08:00

"Trying to be happy like how i used to be . "

Currently at home doing nothing . Ohhhwell , bored like hell youknowyouknowyouknow ?

That's why i'm here to update my dead blog , sorryy .

Laszyness kills , youknow ? So don't blame me for not updating my dead blog alrights ? :D

27 October 2010 .

Fell sick , having fever xinku like hell can ?! RAWR .

ihateyou fever ! ):

Hai wo cannot eat my chocolate but so idiot's of mine promise me to buy for chololate ! (Y)

HEHEH , But then i asked him not to buy , GoodGirl right ? iknow . Blehh . ^^v

Yesterday ; 28 October 2010

Wokeup at 5plus as i felt xinku , cause i'm having fever ):

Use phone's internet again . Off & sleep again .

Wokeup at 7.35 Mum called me to wakeup because of 'Parent Meeting ' -,-

brushteeth all that , wait for papa & off to school . Damn freaking tired cause i didn't reallyy sleep .

Listen to sec 4 thingy just because of my mum . Papa , drove us to ICA building , cause take mum's passport . Damn god , tired & bored , walked to buy lunch & backk home .

Eat abit only & don't feel like eating anymore , watch tv & fell asleep . Mum called me to wakeup & called me go to my own room & sleep . Sleep untill 7plus > Bath > Go out & eat > Tv > Phone's internet > Sleep .

Todayy ; 29 October 2010

Wokeup at 11.30 , reply message & Bath as i'm meeting Jean . :D

Bath finish > Text her > Walked to bustop > Take bus & bus to BoonKeng > Eat > Raphael's house with Jean > Used Raphael's computer > 5.08 ( i think ) go off . Reached home > Computer > Fb > Called Aiai as she wanna talk to me > Off computer & hungup the phone as going out to eat > Reached home > Watch tv > Computer & here i am .

I really don'tknow why you guys wanna treat me like that , well i guess i know why .

I changed but did you see ? haish , well forget it then , As least i'm happyy that i have changed .

Well , i'm sorryy for what i did in the past . Believe or not , up to you .

But still , i'm sorryy .

Time fly

2010-10-27T17:16:00.002+08:00

" Seeing those picture i had taken with you , imissyou once again . "

This year class is the best class i ever had ! :D

Dear 2T2 ;

We play , get scolded , do things together , get scolded by teacher or even scolded teacher together .

i hope next year we'll be in the same class like now , (Y)

Taken lots of picture of our class , iloveitttm ! :D

Aww , i'm gonna miss deesiao tuckfei , akbar & co . !):

I want all of us to be the same class ! (Y)

All the best , & stay contact with each other alright ?

You guys are the best ♥

Todayy is the lastday of school yet i give a school a miss .
Aww , sorryy ): Tired like hell this few days , don't even know what has happen to me
Currently , not feeling well ): , Feeel like eating chocolate .
But some idiots don't let me eat . Damn it . ):
Well , nothing much to post already ,.
Aww , imiss Eileen , Beesin . Jean , charmaine & alot more uhh .

2010-10-26T13:32:00.000+08:00

" If i could , i would wait for you forever . ♥ "

When i said iloveyou , i realllyyy meant it .

2010-10-17T12:50:00.000+08:00

" Don't leave me without a word , caus it's just hurts like hell ,. "

Tomorrow is my day .

2010-10-14T23:56:00.001+08:00

" idon'tevenknowwhichonetochoose .): "

15 October , Tomorrow ; Fridayy is my dayy , last paper of EndOfYear exam ! (Y) 

HappyyGirl , my freedom , don't need to study so hard anymore ,. :D

Hope i didn't waste my effort to study like one book worm . :B
Todayyy , after exam , waited for Jim & Jean . Inthend we left without Jim as he was having dc . Sorryy brother . ): Went to KianHua to eat > UncleYap ,buy pen & pencil . While Jean buy sweet & milo . > Went up to Raphael's house , utnill 5/6plus . Walked to Boonkeng , saw Charmaine , FattyyMei , Huiting & co . :D Seat down , & lazyy to pei Raphael theyy all to pool . Sorryy yeah , ):
Slack with Charamine , FattyyMei & co untill 7plus , walked to bustop . Reached homee , bath & use computer untill now . :B
Hmmm , Tomorrow having Cpa .
Nothing much to post already , byeee.
Do miss me yeahh , ♥

"Your mama fly , -'- "

Saw somethingy in facebook , which spoils my mood , Thanks alot girl . -'-

If you're jealous that i worte on your boyf's facebook by sayy ' Text me when you saw this ' ?

Laugh , you called his friend to comment ? Nice one , iloveit , (:

Come on uhh , Your boyf & i just friend only uhh ,. NOT EVEN MORE THAN FRIEND CAN ?!

Get the fact right before you wrote in his wall & said " Text me when you saw this (: "

Laugh , superduper childish can ? Gosh , when are you growing up ? -,-

Get the fact right before saying other people alrights ? -'-

Anyway , Thanks to you manzxc ,! Spoils wo de mood , Tmd , -'-
Laugh , can't really blame you uhh ,who tell you little things also jealous ,.
Nothing much to write about you already , see i so kind , not like you . -,-
ASSHOLE , F off from my life . :D

2010-10-13T22:27:00.000+08:00

" How i wish "

Sometimes ,

2010-10-08T22:14:00.004+08:00

" Can i know what're you thinking ?

I doesn't want to play the guessing game with you anymore , i'm tired .): "

Someone : Thanks for the everythingy . I didn't even regret to know you at all , althought somethingy has happen , but yeahh ,. I don't even regret at all , cause you made me understand what's Luvv , Caring , givein & many more . Althought we couldn't be more than friend but i'm sure we still can be Bestf , (:
Everythingy reminds me of you , even if i go hougang , i'm scare if i saw you , what am i gonna do ?
I really don't know what to do , iknow you won't be backk yet i'm still like living in the past waiting for you to come backk to me , as you promiesed me .
But i'm like one sillyy girl whom thought you still will come backk to me . Sillyy enought ? Haish . ):
Sometimes , i still miss you or even thinking of you .
Without you in my life , everythingy seems like so...
Even if i texted you , you won't even bother to reply .
I don't know why , did i just bother you ?
Why does eveythingy ended with a " do you reallyy love me ? "
I don't want to end it so fast , because when you leave me , i'm in love with you so deeply ,.
It's hurt you know ? haish , i don't think you know how i feel ,.

Ohhwell , it's hard to forget everythingy at one go , but i still have to giveup/ forget about what you did .

It takes time to let everythingy go . Time is needed yeahh . (:

As i said , you could found your Luvv so easily yet i couldn't .

Fading soon , ^^v . Thanks for everything , Luvv . (:

Anyway , Lastlong with your girlfriend alright ? (:

Your ex-Luvver , ♥

Jim , Jean , Junhui , Junxian , & Raphael ; Thanks for being there for me when i need someone .
You guys never fails to make me smile & laugh like a mad women . ^^v
iloveyouguyslots !

Your sister , ♥

Edited , :D
11:11 , imissyou & loveyou .
Heyyy ! Got miss wo ? Haa , iknow uhh , got right ? Shyshy ! :/
Sorryyy for not updating my blog , as i'm like so busyy studying , slacking & many more uhh ! HAHAH ! :B
Sometimes i'm like so lazyyy to update my blog ,. Ohhmyyy , my blog is like so dead right now ):
EndOfYear exam = stress & no more freedom ! Hateit ! ):
Anyway , currently at ahma's house , ^^v Went out with Jean todayy , study & study & study !
GoodGirl rightright ? iknow , shyshy . HAHAH ! {:
Tomorrow , Sunday ; 10102010
Nice date right ? Ohhmyyy ! HAHAH ^^v .
Going out with cousin , auntie & uncle ! :D Gonna have photo spam & i'm gonna enjoy myself with cousin! (Y) I misses going out with cousin , auntie & uncle , parents & grandparent like one bigbig family !
Haahaa , ohhwell , lots of thingy happened to me . Only friends around me knows .
i don't really likes to go home that early as somethingy happen .
Well , nothing to post already ,. Miss me alright ? :B

2010-10-03T14:49:00.002+08:00

2010-10-01T14:17:00.003+08:00

2010-09-26T17:34:00.000+08:00

" End Of Year exam coming ."

2010-09-10T17:22:00.001+08:00

Currently at Jim's house with Raphael , Jean , Junhui & Charlene .
Ohhh , Jim'Brother promise me to cook somethingy to eat , HOHOHO .
Hai wo from morning untill now haven't even eat yet . ):
Awww , imissyou , D ): Ohhhwell , tomorrow i'll be meeting you . Yayness , :B
Anyway , there's nothing much to update byeee ! :D

BACKBACKBACK (!)
so , charlene had leave for boonkeng already . left me , junhui , raphael , jean & jim , (: . Jim's sleeping while watching tv ; Raphael & Junhui is trying to experiment how to close the toilet doordoor & I'm trying to help them ; Jean's helping wo post , (: . So , now you know I'm JEAN yeah , ^^v . HAHAHAHA , :D . I'm retarded , but nevermind I'm always liddat . &, i'msolovingit , (: . LMAO , i'm just self-entertaining & entertaining you people who reads this blogblog , :D . HEHE . I'm now out of words already and goodbyeeeee , (: . See me again soon , :D . BYE,miss wo , (: .

2010-09-07T13:54:00.003+08:00

" Brother , sister for life (: "

Camwhore yesteday with Jim , Jean & Raphael ! :D

2010-09-06T13:57:00.005+08:00

2010-09-05T18:24:00.000+08:00

" idon'tknow what to do now ):

i'm lost right now , nobody understand me at all . ): "

2010-09-04T15:01:00.001+08:00

" If you guys wanna think like that then let it be , i can't change your mind .

i had enough of everythingy , think of yourself before you sayy people . "

2010-09-03T15:04:00.004+08:00

" Without you what am i gonna do ?
I'm lost right now . Ineedyou , boy . ): "

Hmmmm , school has been fine recently yeah , (: . Currently @ Raphael's house noaz w/ Junxian , Junhui , Jean & Jim . Lalalala~ , i don't know what to blog about . Seriously , life's fine , (: . yeah , tag me more aye . Thankyouuuuuu , it's greatly appreciated ! , ^^v .

Edited ; I'm backkk ! Todayy went to Bedok for Dragon boating !
Had a great time at there , Joke with friends & teacher , HAHAH ! :D
But sadly , i become darker ): But well , nevermind , at least i had fun today ! :D
went to bath all that after playing . :D Bus backk to school & waited for Jean .
After that went to Raphael's house , Deesiao , sleep , using his laptop & listen to Junhui's phone song . (:
Wow , both Jean & Raphael are so sweet uhh ! Laugh , :D
Junhui called me at 2.08PM , & he said he's coming , Hungup ,.
When he reached i was listening to his phone's song , While i was playing laptop & listening to song , i was messaging my Dumbdumb & Domo ! :D Junxian came & deesiao all that , laughs .
I'm was hungry like hell lahh can ?! Just because we was waiting for jim to eat togerther , what a good sister am i . :/ HAHAHA !
Walked to KFC , Raphael said that he didn't wanna see someone so change to Mac , inthend he said he don'twant to eat fast food , BLABLABLA but still we eaten mac . :D
Went to platform , slack , talked to Xueting & co . :D
Not long , mummmy come down . YAYNESS ! :D
6.30PM went home , GoodGirl uhh ? xD
Texted Dumbdumb , ♥
Reached home > Bath > Watch tv > Eat dinner > Phone's internet , > Texted Dennis ^^v > Computer & texting Dennis ^^v .
Nothing much to post already , byee ! :D
♥

2010-09-02T19:41:00.000+08:00

" I miss you like i never miss someone before . "

- Happy Birthday RyanTanZQ ; Smalleyez & EvangelineGoh ; Retarted . ♥ :D

2010-08-26T00:08:00.001+08:00

" Let's just forget what we had done & carry on with our life , we'll never know what'll happen next ."

TO : JIM

Nobody wanna this to happen , won't be seeing you in school tomorrow , as you need to go somewhere . ):

Everyone is worry about you , after this don't do anythingy wrong again alrights ?
Nothing will happen to you de right ?!
BROTHER , school really SUCKS without you ):
Didn't really had the mood to study , was worried about you , .
I didn't know what you you're so important to me untill this thing has happen . )';
I'll spend my time on you , no matter what , cause you're the BEST BROTHER .
Nothing will happen to you rightright ?
I wanna listen to your jokes in class / platform .
I wanna play poker with you at platform .
Sing song together with mummy & co .
Tomorrow got class photo taking , hope you'll be there . (:
We'll miss you & We'll wait for you to return backk to bk to slack .
You'll be fine , don't think too much yeahh . (:
Ohwell , tomorrow is class photo taking , hope you'll be there(:
Ohya , Today it's your birhtday {:

2010-08-20T14:09:00.000+08:00

" Speechless , for what you have done .

But no matter what , we're still sister . "

2010-08-19T17:59:00.000+08:00

" I'll wait for you , no matter how long ."

Will you be mine again ?

2010-08-16T23:59:00.001+08:00

" Can i have you backk ? ): "

2010-08-15T20:10:00.001+08:00

2010-08-10T15:13:00.002+08:00

" Boy , imissyoulikehell . ): "

2010-08-09T13:45:00.000+08:00

Live with passion, love without conditions ?

That day you left me .

2010-08-08T14:37:00.000+08:00

"Speechless , you don't even seems to care . "

2010-08-07T17:48:00.001+08:00

JEANTAN currently here t help post for this Domomomo luver .
HAHAHAHHA , (: . Changed her blogskin & sorts for her , (:. WONDERFULLLLLLL .
YAYAY , ^^ . Do remember t tag her & drop by my blog t tag me too k , <: THANKYOU , <3 .
Your tags will be greatly appreciated , ^^ .

SigningOff ,
Yourstruly 'Misuki

2010-08-07T14:18:00.002+08:00

You're my one & only , Luvv , ♥

You left me without a word

2010-07-25T18:21:00.000+08:00

Imissyou , ):

BingBangzBong

2010-07-24T00:36:00.000+08:00

Hellohellohello ! :D
Miss me yeahh ?
Aww , sorryy for not updating & letting my blog to rot . ):

SCHOOL sucks pass few weeks . -,-
Skip !
Cut my hair to bangz ! :D
Superduper ugly ): Saddieme D;
Anyway , i think i'm gonna close blog or MIA .
Which one should i choose ? ):
nothing much to post , byee ! :D

2010-07-13T22:13:00.003+08:00

You left me without a word . );

Fate brought us together & Destiny made us couples

2010-07-06T23:55:00.003+08:00

Problems SETTLED ! :D
Aww , i'm so lazy to update my dead blog . ):
Should i close my blog ?
Hahaha ,.
I ENJOY myself todayy , ! :D
School ; Lesson was super bored , but i didn't sleep . :D
GoodGirl uh ? xD Heehee , But i know that Math Lesson , ~~i emo & cried ._.~~
But then , still go do worksheet uh , GoodGirl horr ? xD
AfterSchool , Puffpuff > Poker > Talk & Listen to Weihuang's handphone song . :D
Went home at 6.36 , Ontheway home talked to Weihao . :D
Reached home 6.47 . Papa , called me not to go home so late . I was like LOL/ Orhh .
Talked to Weihao > Bath > Message , > Talked on the phone , :D > Went out to eat , Walked here & there .
Reached home , called weihao , Chitchat. :D
Messaged RyanTan , WeiHuang (:
END ;D
Awww , i'll find sometime to update blog DEAD blog ! :D

Anyway , MRCHENJIAHAO & MSTANJIAHUI is BACKKK ! :D

Weihao ; iknow you are seeing my blog ! YOU ASSHOLE , :B
Heehee , thanks for letting me vent my anger . blablabla on you , & sorry for showing you attitude . ): Lastlong & stay sweet with your Girlf kayzxc . :D

Eileen ; Jieee ! Thanks for being there for me whenever i need someone to chat with . :D
Meet uppp soooonnn & Luvyalots ! ♥

Beesin ; Bestf , Cheerup kayzxc , (: No matter what i'll be there for you ,. :D
Feel free to call or message me kayzxc . See you tomorrow in school ! :D
Luvyalots , ! ♥

Pamela ; Aiai , Cheerup kayzxc , :D CONTACT ME SOOONNN IF YOU NEED ME ! :D
Nonon , should be MUST CONTACT ME ! :D Luvyalots , ♥

Eileen , Beesin , Weihao , JeanTan , Charmaine , Pamela , Jim , Vivian , Charlene & Junhui ; Thanks for being there for me , Thanks alot . Letting me cry on the phone & cheer me up or even message & contact me ,.
Thanks guys , ! :D Luvyouguyslots , ♥

Me Heart , EILEEN , BEESIN , JEANTAN , VIVIAN , CHARLENE &CHARMAINE . ♥

I'll never get tired of awaiting .

2010-07-03T16:10:00.000+08:00

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